Life,
Love and Loss in the Age of AIDS:
Quad C Theatre presents
"As Is"
BY
KATHLEEN CONNOLLY, GUEST WRITER
10/11/1996
SENSITIVE "AS
IS" PRESENTED WITH COMPASSION
There are some subjects audiences would
just as soon not hear about in the theatre, and surely one of
them is AIDS, the lethal illness dramatized by William M.
Hoffman is his play AS IS. But it would be a mistake
for any theatregoer to avoid this work out of squeamishness.
Strange as it may sound, Mr. Hoffman has turned a tale of the
dead and the dying into the liveliest play to be seen in the
Metroplex in several seasons.
This isn't to say that this 95-minute play is painless, and
that you won't leave the theatre completely drained. The
impact of this production by the Quad C Theatre in Plano is
deep and immediate; and extremely personal. Much more than a
clinical documentary of an AIDS victim's grotesque medical
history, AS IS reaches deep into the heart of the
audience, and offers us little room to breathe as we shift
emotionally from terror to hilarity, from pain to ultimate
hope. The plot is simple. As we follow the tailspin of a
promising young artist named Rich (Kirk Extrell), the
playwright reaches out to examine the impact of AIDS on hetero
and homosexual consciences as well as to ask the larger
questions -- such as "Why Me?" -- that impale any
victims of terminal illness.
It's a feat that Mr. Hoffman accomplishes with both clarity
and humor. When Rich is hit by AIDS, he is breaking up with
Saul (Coby Archa), a photographer who has been his longtime
lover. Saul has been badly hurt by Rich, but not so much so
that he will turn his back at a time of grave need. Even as
the two men bitterly split up their household
possessions--from copper pots to "the world's largest
collection of Magic Marker hustler portraits" --
Saul decides to stick by Rich come what may, to accept him
"as is."
Others behave just as compassionately. Although suffering
cruel social ostracism, Rich eventually receives support from
his married brother (Michael Hollomon), from fellow AIDS
victims (two of them female), from a maternal hospice worker
(Stephanie Duckham). but such kindnesses are not so easy for
the protagonist to accept. Rich swings between denial and
anger, lashing out at both friends and strangers. He first
rejects Saul's affections with torrents of abuse and, at one
point, vows to spread his infection indiscriminately.
"I'm going to die and take as many as I can with
me," cries Rich, his voice coursing with rage.
Mr. Hoffman devotes equal time to exploring the present panic
and solidarity of a group of people who have found themselves
rightly "terrified of every pimple." For the play's
characters, the discovery of AIDS was an epoch-altering event:
In a group recitation, they each remember where they were when
they first heard of the mysterious epidemic; then chillingly
recall the names of nearly 100 lost friends. In another moving
scene, Rich is bombarded by a chorus of doctors' voices
repeating a single question: "When will science conquer
this deadly plague? We don't know, we simply don't know."
Sometimes the characters of AS IS seem a bit too
saintly. Mr. Hoffman eventually resolves Rich's conflicts with
others in the neat, upbeat manner of so many television
movies. But so fluent is Brad Baker's direction of the
overlapping scenes that we don't notice the play's begged
questions or superficial examinations of character until we're
out of the theatre. Mr. Baker may arrange the cast's choral
configurations too pretentiously, yet his staging is mostly
inventive and surprisingly naturalistic. One has the feeling
throughout that these are real people living real scenes, and
the audience is somehow been granted access to these private
moments by peeping through a keyhole.
The acting could not be better. Mr. Extrell gives a breakout
performance as Rich. When he's not loudly venting terror, he
also reveals a sensitive artist who is often reduced to
communicating his inner thoughts through soft and dissonant
guitar interludes. In what may be his most affecting speech,
he recounts Rich's ability to overcome a lonely childhood in
which, as he says, "I was so desperate to find people
like myself I would look for them in the indexes of book,
under H."
Mr. Archa's conflicted, at times comically whiny Saul is just
as compelling, as are the performances of Mr. Hollomon and Ms.
Duckham in their supporting roles. Mr. Hollomon's transition
from edgy homophobia to tender emotional reconciliation with
his sick brother is perhaps the most devastatingly moving
scene in the play. Ms. Duckham's generous-spirited hospice
worker, whose epiphany-laden monologues open and close the
evening, may be more of a sentimental conceit than a
character, but the actress makes her moving even so. "My
job is not to bring enlightenment, only comfort," is how
she describes her mission to the dying and their loved ones.
The Quad C Theatre production, as much as it is possible under
the grim circumstances, brings a stirring measure of both.
Note: Ms. Connolly is a novelist and short-story author,
living in Chicago. Her works include The Lambda Bar and
Grille and Defending Ophelia.